You were my first love.
It was that kind of love that anyone with any experience will warn you about. I was so dependent on you. I couldn’t live without you. When I was scared or lonely or unsure, you were always the one I turned to. Now, you’re gone and I know you’ll never be back. I blame neither of us. Sometimes, people just grow apart. There are times I think of trying to find you. I think of rekindling what we once were, but if I learned anything from you, it’s that you can never go back. When the moment has passed, it’s gone forever. You and I could never be what we were, again.
So, now I’m off and on my own. From time to time, some one new will enter my orbit. I look in them for what I found in you, knowing that even if I could find it, it would be unhealthy and damaging in the end. That doesn’t stop me, though. Despite knowing better, I keep trying. J. Cole was absolutely right, love is the strongest drug there is.